I've been starting my internship for two weeks now. But I'm still feeling lost.
I was hoping that internship may enlighten me about my future path.
But the more I'm into it , the more doubts I have about myself and the career that I choose.
It's the correct choice?
It's what I wanted to achieve?
I have no answers to them and no one will have.
I've been struggling these days in my engagement team.
I hope I can get along with them .
But I just did not make my first step.
I do wish I am a sociable person.
But I just never be.
My first engagement gonna end soon.
And I have known that I have so much things that unknown of.
From excel , to scanning documents , to preparing the management account.
Roll forward , vouching , PDC
All of these audit terms I have no idea what it is about.
I'm too far away from what I hope I can become.
But I do believe I will one day my dream will come true.
That I can become like people that I admire.
Be an intelligent woman.
A smart woman.
Sociable person .
And have passion in life.
Next engagement will starting soon,
And this time,
four months long.
Work hard, FIGHTER
Believe in yourself that you can make it ,
MY DEAR.
Do not lose hope.
And find your dream in the midst of this long journey.
Be clear of what you want.
And be true to yourself.
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