Been trying hard to get my shit together.
This week I worked tremendously hard in searching for new good job, and was having a good vibe and feeling happy.
I had promised myself I need to live my best out of this unemployed days.
Live as hard as you can, try new things, improve yourself, be stronger, live a life that you always wanted
Be someone inspiration of a good life and live life to fulllest
Life is not just about money. Find that balance between money and life.
Success is defind by yourself, not others.
No matter how hard it will be , how tough your life gonna be , but there's always rainbow after the rain.
Take your time to find the life that you wanted.
DREAM OF IT CAUSE YOU ARE ATTRACTING IT AND YOU CAN LIVE UP TO IT
Do not give up May May.
You have came this far. I know it is hard but you're stronger.
Please try your very best in all interviews and you might not know which direction you would like to head to , but somehow in the journey
you will figure it out.
Do not stop.
Keep going. Keep exploring. Have fun and be happy.
This is your life and you get to decide what you want to do with it.
You know what is the best for you

I cried so much in the midst of phone call with mum. From the moment I answered the phone, there's so much of discouragement
SO MUCHH OF DISSAPOINTMENTS DISCOURAGEMENTS
I screamed at her. and i cried and i hung up the phone call.
My last words was tomorrow I'm not going to call you. And I wun call you until I find a job.
And I just cried
I couldnt stop myself from crying
cause after all the days
She is still not agreeable to my resignation.
There is nothing.
Nothing she said that can make me happy.
I do not understand why she did not und the reason I wanna quit so badly
Yea she said I am naive I am young I cant work hard I am spoiled girl who only want to enjoy
But I know I am not
If I have the determination, I will go above and beyond to get what I want.
SHE IS STOPPING ME FROM GOING ANYWHERE (even Singapore)
THIS IS GONNA BE HARD MAY MAY.
YOU NEED TO FIND YOURSELF A PARTTIME
SOONNNNNN
to sustain yourself.
But you're going to be fine.
Very soon
I promise.
Life is good and there's miracle as long as you trust it.
Although I cried , but still I am feeling happy and I will work harder to where I want to be.
I PROMISED.
I CAN DO THIS.
DO YOUR VERY BEST
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